I'm quite short. And often I wish I was taller. I spend quite a lot of time wishing I could grow up into a man and be big and strong and wise. I wonder what I'll be like when I'm grown up, if I'll be like the person I hope I'll be, and then realise I don't even know who I want to be. Then I move from future to present and try to figure out who I am. I guess I can't really know who I will be if I don't know who I am. Sometimes I catch myself trying to imitate people or be like someone else. It's good to have role models and inspiration but I still need to be me. Sometimes I realise I'm trying to be cool and impress others. So maybe I need to stop trying to conform and just be myself, and spend my whole life caring about what the God will think of me. Opinions and judgements of others are worth nothing, in comparison. Maybe that's how to find who I am.