repurcussions

your outlook is not very well thought out.
'I just want to live for now and not worry about what'll happpen to me'
this is one of your arguments alongside your many statements revolving around basing your life upon REASON.
a rational or logical examination of your former statement shows a clear lack of anything remotely close to reason.
re-set your sights and perhaps throw a glance to the future once in a while.
maybe then you'll apply your 'reason' to the evidence before you.